Биотехнологии и микробиология - меня восхитила идея заниматься клонированием и изменениями генома существ

On the other side there are money. A bunch of the. I have to choose my top priority - either it is going o be a career full of experiments and spending my entire life in laboratories with a group of the same turned-on-biology nerds or work in a sphere of economics and communication.
I would love to become a journalist but I just can't persuade myself writing about disgusting politics and rumours which make no sense and unfortunately are the most in common. What the matter with you people? Why are you overloading your minds with such a rubbish?! Ugh. Fine. Not my business.
As well as my unsatisfaction is no the point at this moment. Of course, I have a whole year to think on my potential fate and role in the modern/future society but somehow it seems even too significant for me to decide NOW.

God, please, let me pass those exams in August. Otherwise it is going to be tragic and heartbreaking to have my last summer holidays beeing spent on chemistry and other exact sciences for nothing as reward. A banal knowledge is a good thing though.

Veronica scared me a few days ago by saying that she has noticed that there some kinf of "a curse" exists in our family. Noone except granny has entered the university one wanted. It creeps me out a bit because its painful when you dont achieve what you actually desire to. Grandpa still doesnt accept his failure. I remember him claiming that he is not joyful with his life because he wanted to become a pilot SO much but his request was rejected.

Go to bed. Turn your mind off. It will help